Is this me?My bestfriend told me that this is how I am, I don't give people a chance, once I acctually start to like them I push them away, and if they like me they are going straight in the "forget and move on - file".
I don't open up to people easily, it took me a couple of years before I could tell me best-friends Daniel and Synnøve " I love you". What Synnøve said about this was "That's because we are patient enough with you. We let you open up naturally and let the pieces of your puzzle fit in without force, and so did you with us"
I guess that's just it. I need my time and space. I really can't handle another embarrinsing "I love you moment" after two weeks, they don't know what love is.
Ifidel: I love you
Lane: Ehmm, How sweet, thank you
Infidel: *silence*
I don't think it is because I'm just afraid of getting hurt or afraid of being let down, dissapointed or betrayed. Yes, these are factors involved aswell, but I think it is mostly of putting yourself out there. Danger Zone.Out there where? I like it better Right Here. In My safe Zone.
Rome wasn't buildt in one day
Picture was randomly found a while ago, not sure where.
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