I am not sure wheter or not I ever was a believer in god or any higher power.
I am an atheist, which is in way way easy to say, but hard. I envy people who have something to believe in, something to get them trough the rough intesity of life itself.
I don't know what it is that keeps me away from this faith.
I was christened, or baptised if you prefer when I was a baby, and I later chose to get confirmated.
Many youths choose to get confirmated for the money and the other big and small present you get from friends and family. I chose to go trough it on my own personal quest for faith, what it was all about. I went to church, I went to church-camp, I read, I searched and what did I find? nothing. I guess I believe more in science, in history, in what can be proven, and then I heard that where there is doubt, our faith begins to vanish.
And fear rushes in to take its place.
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"Belief
Makes things real
Makes things feel
Feel alright"
Vel du leta i det minste etter det du savnet. Det er da noe.
(Sorry for all my laaaame comments, finner aldri riktige ord å svare deg med, men jeg leser det hvertfall)
haha ^^ Ikke alltid man har noe smart å si ^^ digger bare å se at noen leser jeg så =D elsker kommentarer =D
Kanskje du skulle være agnostiker i stedet? Det er jeg.
http://no.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agnostisisme
Hvis det er slik som dette står, så er jeg enig =)
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