The Mess We Are All In

I read a nice quote today, cant remember where, when or exactly how it went, but it was about you and other people. It stated that if you sit down or take a walk or whatever, take a look at the people around and realize.

I am the kind of person that don't really care much for meeting new people or being to close to or around people. I want to study them, know them, analyze them and then help them, but I hate introducing myself or having being forced to talk to random people. Sitting on the train and just talking a nice slow walk down the high street, just because I can and have the time, i always at some part after being able to put a book or my phone away, just sit and observe, i stare at the weather and sky, look at my surroundings and I observe and analyze the people sitting around me or walking past. Their facial expressions, the way they move, eat, drink sit, talk. trying to imagine what kind of lives they lead, what they come home to, if they have a home that is. How they might feel and how their stance and attitude might cover up some deep depression or scaring.

and that is when I realize, just like quote says, that looking at the people around me, they are most likely to have many issues and problems of their own, or have had or will have.

And they are most likely in the same pain, and struggling with them in just the same way as I am.

In a sick way it comferts me aswell as it brings me down. because I dont feel alone anymore.

We are never alone, and as much as I might not like being in contact with these people around me, I want to know everything about them. Yet, some thing are better left unsaid.

Imagine a world where we all carried signs where it said everything.

The mess we are ALL in.. we are all together. like it or not.