I can't say that I am a positive person, because I am not. I can be positive for others misfortune. but when it comes to myself and my life I think everything is downhill and I am going to hell anyways.
Today I am having one of those "what it the point" days. Whats is the point of my whole life?
Doesnt seem like I am going to accomplish any of my larger goals, the only ones I can are the basic day to day ones, like waking up. But even those sometimes are getting harder to get trough. I feel like my life so far has resulted to nothing, and neither will it.
Stuggling trough life, watching all your friends, loved once and perhaps a spouse as well just..die. Stuck all alone with all the good and bad memories which make everyday a living hell either way. And then just dissapear into the unknown yourself.
My life is not in any importance to anyone, it doesn't matter. that is how it feels.
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