Run Lane, Run

Bad habits.
Biting nails
Not putting the toilet seat down.
Interupting when someone is speaking.

Running from your own personal issues.

That's my worst habit.
I seem to put more and more tasks on my "to-do-list" (actually, make that plural), than I am capable or designed to do in a day. School, work and house.
When I was younger it seemed so easy to play house.
"You're the baby and I am the mummy! Drink you tea, go to bed, wake up, I am going shopping, eat you broccoli, not the plate. Mummy!!! Synnøve won't play house with me any more!!"

I tend to exhaust myself into falling asleep at 7 p.m and waking up at 11. p.m to do the rest...

I am so tired of running from who I am, and most of all, who I am supposed to be.
I try my best to hide it in every way, but my energy is coming to an end.
What scares me the most is my lack onknowing wheter I am running away from myself, or running to find myself.