I am the kind of person that thinks too much... The kind of person that wants to understand everything, but has no possible way of ever accomplishing this, due to the fact that it is indeed impossible.
I think and think untill I literally get nausiated and sick.
Sometimes I wish I could just stop time. just stop it, wander around and try to see the world from a different point of view, see the picture for something different than what it is. The problem rises when time starts again.
It would be easier to just stop thinking... stop breathing.
I know I am not one of a kind, but I can't really seem to find anyone like me either. Someone to talk to or just to sit there with me.. just the feeling of not being all alone in my head.. would be nice.
I dont need a psykologist or a doctor or shrink.
I just need a person.. nothing more, nothing less.
Just a random person.. who just gets me.
And now, I have that.
